Ranting About Grandpa

Well I went to see my grandpa today I feel bad because I don't visit him as much as I should but I went today right after he ate lunch and he in a round about way told me how hungry he is and how skinny he is getting, so I had them go and get him more food and he ate FOUR plate fulls! They said the only way they will feed him more is if he asked for it, he has had MULTIPLE strokes and has a hard time getting out what he wants to say how is he supposed to ask for more!!!! He also told he how long his hair is getting so I asked them when they could give him a haircut and they just explained how hard it is for them to get him into a wheel chair UGGGG!!!! Isn't that their job?!?!?!?! I HATE that nursing home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would never suggest it to ANYONE!!!! it is the one by the hospital, which also my step mom died at and they had us go into her room to talk to the mortuary guy and they hadn't even closed her eyes mouth or put a sheet over her it was traumatizing!!!!!! I wish I could take care of him myself but I just couldn't! So tomorrow I am going to go and cut his hair myself and I am taking him cookies so that if he gets hungry he can eat those! I really need to go and see my other grandpa too! I am so bad!!!!
Funny story while I was at the nursing home we were talking to a friend at the front desk and this old lady was hanging around us and it was really awkward then she followed me out to my car and I said "so where did you park" and she said "well didn't I come with you?" oh no we then went back into the building come to find out she was a resident there and she was trying to hitch a ride with me??? WEIRD!